ClaudiaDraws

so um
i've been having some problems with my mental health lately
i've told my mom about this, and she's trying to find solutions to what's going on
My psychiatrist might be taking me off my current medication
today and tomorrow i'm taking one 50 mg tablet
Sunday and Monday i'm taking one 25 mg tablet
then i'm done with the medicine
i'm not sure if they're going to change my medicine or the dosage or something else
i might be seeing my psychiatrist and therapist more often due to my mental state right now
i've been kept home from school today as a result of this
i'm hoping i won't be put in a hospital or mental ward, but it's a possibility 
sorry to be such a downer but i kinda wanted to get this off my chest sorry

• You can't stop moving [ ]
• You are the one that wants to beat up all the bullies [X] 
• You like boxing/martial arts [X]
• Your favorite color is orange[]
• You wear manly bandannas and tough gloves [X]
• You hate waiting around--LET'S DO IT NOW! [X] 
• When you get scared, you face your fears head-on [X] 
• Who needs plans? Let's dive right in! []
• In video games, you enjoy being the guy with the most attack/defense and health--the big tough guy! [X]
• Your favorite fictional characters are the brave ones, and the toughest ones [] 
• You agree with the statement: the only thing we have to fear is fear itself [X]
• Your dream job would be something scary, something tough--perhaps a soldier or boxer []
• You love music that gets your blood pumping harder []
• You are protective of those you love, and will totally beat up whoever messes with them [X]
• You tended to get the orange flag in the snowball game in Undertale [ ]
• You are VERY competitive [X]
• You are athletic []
• You like muscular people []
• You enjoy things other people would consider scary [X] 
• You don't like mushy, emotions, and always try to be tough [] 

• Your favorite color is yellow []
• You have really good aim [X]
• When you get angry, it's usually over some terrible injustice [X] 
• When there are bullies, you tell the teacher so they can get what they deserve [X] 
• Your dream job would be something in law enforcement--police officer, lawyer, judge, etc, []
• You love firearms/guns [X]
• Either you go to a shooting range, or play FPS games [X]
• Not only do you play FPS games, but you LOVE being the sniper [X]
• You also enjoy detective/lawyer games [] 
• You love watching mysteries and adventures where the bad guys get defeated []
• You uphold the law very seriously []
• You have a strong sense of ethics []
• You agree with the statement: you will reap what you sow []
• In the snowball game in Undertale, you got the yellow flag a lot [ ]
• You also enjoy western movies, because of the sense of justice []
• Your favorite characters are detectives, lawyers, etc [] 
• You love it when the bad guys get beaten [X]
• You hate it when the bad guys get away []
• When you do something bad, you are willing to punish yourself [X] 
• You have the tendency to point out when other people do something wrong, not because you are mean, but because you want them to do what is right [] 

• You do not mind reading long lists [X]
• You don't mind waiting for long periods of time [X] 
• Even when you get annoyed, you tell yourself, "just be patient... be patient " []
• It takes A LOT for you to get angry...a.....barking....lot.... [X] 
• You are willing to listen to other people talk for a long time [X]
• You love your little siblings, and don't get annoyed easily [] (I may be patient, but not that patient lol)
• In video games, you love being the stealth characters that sneak around and wait for the perfect time to pounce [] 
• your favorite color is aqua/cyan [  ]
• In the snowball game in Undertale, you got the cyan flag a lot [  ]
• You don't mind long cut scenes in video games []
• You don't mind long movies [X] 
• When other people get angry, you calmly wait for them to relax [X]
• Your dream job would be something other people would consider tedious [  ]
• You agree with the statement: the tortoise won the race, not the hare. []
• You enjoy long pieces of music [X ]
• You are very forgiving, and don't really get offended at whatever minor thing they did [X]
• When you are bullied, you hope that if you hold still long enough they'll go away [X]
• you prefer to let things happen naturally, instead of rushing them [X] 
• you enjoy sitting and watching nature [X]
• You understand that people take time to change [X]

• You are very empathetic/sympathetic [X]
• You genuinely love people [X]
• You are willing to be beaten up by a bully if it means protecting someone else [X]
• You refuse to fight back, unless ABSOLUTELY NECESSARY [X]
• You are good at catching/blocking things thrown at you [X]
• You enjoy cooking [X]
• your favorite color is green [X] 
• You are very good to your pets [X]
• Your favorite fictional characters are the gentlest ones [X] 
• You get REALLY upset when people call your favorite characters mary-sues, because you know in real life there ARE very kind-hearted people--and you are one of them! []
• You agree with the statement: kindness makes the world go 'round [X] 
• You may sound like a hippy, but you are all for world peace [X]
• In the snowball game in Undertale, you got the green flag a lot []
• your dream job is either something related to food or helping other people [X]
• You enjoy helping others a lot [X]
• In video games, you love being the healers [X] 
• You are forgiving [X]
• When you see someone crying, you want to make them feel better [X]
• You hate stories with broken relationships, because it makes you sad [X]
• You could NEVER do any kind of gameplay that involves killing EVERYTHING [X] (Some things, but not everything)

• You try to be optimistic, even in the darkest times [ ]
• You take a lot of notes [] (I'm lazy sorry)
• You are a nerd, and you are okay with that [X]
• You don't care what other people may say about you--you will keep moving forward [X]
• If at first you don't succeed, try, try again [X]
• When you are bullied, you try to ignore them and keep doing your thing [X]
• Your favorite color is purple [] 
• in the snowball game, you got the purple flag a lot [  ]
• You do get annoyed with your younger siblings, but you wait it out []
• You don't like waiting, but are willing to wait []
• You agree with the statement: he who ENDURES to the END will be saved [X]
• The important thing is finishing what you start, not being the best [X]
• You enjoy games where you have to endure as long as you can before you die, and you like beating your score each time []
• In video games, you like being the guy with the most stamina []
• You also enjoy strategy games, and often have a plan []
• Your dream job would involve some kind of paperwork or using your mind a LOT  []
• You want to keep your mind sharp  [X]
• Your favorite characters are the ones that make it to the end, no matter what []
• You hate it when fictional characters give up  [] 
• You keep trying, and you keep trying, and you refuse to quit! []

TRAITS OF DETERMINATION

• You are a completionist gamer--you want to make sure you get EVERYTHING finished [X]
• You are VERY stubborn [X]
• You don't have one tactic, but adapt to each situation and make up a strategy for each one []
• You are filled with INTEGRITY, JUSTICE, PATIENCE, KINDNESS, BRAVERY, and PERSEVERANCE [] 
• Your favorite color is red []
• Your favorite fictional characters are the underdogs who go through hardships and come out stronger  [X]
• you enjoy alternate universe and time-traveling stories [X]
• You want to make a HUGE difference in the world  [X]
• Until your dying breath, you will fight for what you believe in [X]
• In a video game, you might be the good guy, but you might be the bad guy--it depends on your mood [X] 
• When you set your mind to do something, you WILL do it [X]
• You agree with the statement: NEVER GIVE UP, NEVER SURRENDER [X]
• you take note of many details-- sights, sounds, smells, estimate sizes of things, etc []
• You are often the one settling disputes []
• you are the one with a lot of authority, and other people know it []
• You hate stories that feel half-finished [X]
• In video games, you enjoy being the mage--the one who can do anything they like with magic []
• In the snowball game, you got ALL of the flags, ON PURPOSE [ ]
• You played ALL the routes in Undertale, possibly more than once []
• You do not know your dream job, but you know that you can do ANYTHING if you try [] 

Heya
i'm deciding i wanna do a raffle sorta thing
but instead of being awarded points
i kinda wanted to draw the winner something
like an oc or a request or whatever
Edit: Actually, i'd proably forget it in a month
so 2 weeks, sorry for the change, i just don't wanna forget
So it will end on 3-6-2017
so here ya go lol 
laters

The concept of time seemed to shatter, it seemed as if we were in our own little piece of heaven. 
We were locked in a gentle stare, our hands locked in a gentle, yet firm grip. 
Time pieced itself together again as we kissed, it went by so fast, perhaps our strong affection sped up time? 

My friend (who I won't name) is leaving Da for good
They probably won't talk to me anymore because I'm friends with somebody they are upset with
I mean
I wanted to try and stay friends with both of them
But it just didn't work out like that